i get sad.

A long long time ago I thought that life could never be so

Difficult.

I thought that people grew up, and moved out,

And that furniture was $20.

I never knew the awful way

People would treat each other…or that there would always

Be a raging storm inside of me.
I’ve grown up a lot in these past few years; months;

Days. I’ve fallen in love, broken some hearts, and did some

Things I never should have done.

But I’m young and I’m learning.
I am my own person.

I will never be what you expect because

I don’t know how.

I can be a real cunt sometimes but who couldn’t be?

I like to dye my hair, to read, and to write.

I love herbal essence conditioner

For long hair, and

I like to drink peach iced tea.

I hate dancing, and

I hate That no one writes old fashioned letters anymore.

I hate it when people try to tell

You that you don’t know what they’re going through.

This is life, sweetheart.

Everyone is going through something, no matter how different.

A life that seems

Charmed through the looking glass is often not so pretty on the inside.
I don’t smoke, don’t drink, still party, and can’t wait to start

The next chapter of my life.
I get sad when books that I love are over.

I get sad.