first post in 10 days!

haven't written in a while... school started last week!! but now that i have a few minutes of free time, i have some things to say...

VMAs

okay... here's the thing about kanye west... he is a wonderful musician, a brilliant songwriter, whatever. but when he opens his mouth to SPEAK, there is always an issue. i understand that everyone has their own opinions on who deserves to win which VMA. HOWEVER you do not go on stage and grab the microphone from who is probably the sweetest famous person ever, TAYLOR SWIFT. you just do not do it. and really, kanye, you were standing up for beyonce and she looked so embarrassed of you. i would be too! stick to the music, kanye!

jay leno- thank you for calling kanye out on this, but did you have to make him cry?! and beyonce- thank you for being diplomatic and letting the poor girl finish her speech. you are really an inspiration.

Books

ok... this week i finished the burn journals by brent runyon... very amazing true story about a boy who tries to commit suicide by setting himself on fire, and the journey that ensues afterward. by the way, before that i was reading DANGEROUS ANGELS by FRANCESCA LIA BLOCK, and NECKLACE OF KISSES by the same author. quite possibly the most fantastic set of books i have read in my LIFE including harry potter. sorry, i love you so much, harry! i have about 5 books waiting to be read including 3 more by FLB... currently i am reading a book called PROPHECY OF THE SISTERS by MICHELLE ZINK. this is absolutely a breathtaking book. its not something i would normally read, but it is just so intriguing. its about twin sisters who find out that they are caught in the middle of a long train of sisters who have played "the guardian [of heaven]" and "the gate [of hell]." i am on page 132 out of 343 but i'm thinking of staying up late to get most of it finished. go to www.goodreads.com/aquarius1990 to see my profile and all the books i've read/want to read/ am reading. and comment here and tell me what to read!!!!

MUSIC

music... i just got FAR by REGINA SPEKTOR from the library and so far, definitely so good. arianna got me into the song "laughing with" which is a really well written song about how everyone laughs at GOD until they are in peril and need him. also i have been listening to "running up that hill" by PLACEBO. its not a new song but i love it. so go listen to it now. and by the way, TAYLOR MOMSEN from GOSSIP GIRL has a band called THE PRETTY RECKLESS and she's actually a very talented singer.

MOVIES

megan fox. friday. jennifer's body. naked. kissing amanda seyfried (karen from mean girls.. "it's like i have ESPN or something!!").

okay those were my thoughts on pop culture for the week. now i guess i can get to whatever it is that i want to say, whatever that is. i guess i have been thinking about what it means to truly care for someone lately. the lines in my life have been blurring and i just cant seem to get a grasp on anything... people who act like they like you, dont. and people who act like they hate you actually like you. i really don't get it. i dont care to elaborate.

i definitely hear crickets out there, but if anyone is still reading, i just acted in a video for NATALIE SPARACCIO the other day and since she's going to be a famous director someday, you might want to be on the lookout for it. and if anyone else needs me to help them creatively, here i am, pimping myself out.

ps if you are a MAN with enough guts to start a band with a FEMALE singer let me know. i'm tired of all you little BOYS acting like girls won't help your band go as far as a male singer can. i can fucking do anything so when you're ready to make REAL music, ask me for my number.

the end.