immie.

just wanted to let anyone who's out there know that IMOGEN HEAP, one of the most amazing artists i have ever had the pleasure of hearing, is coming out with a new cd, ELLIPSE on AUGUST 25. how's that for a run on sentence?

you.

you dont read this.

you are absent from everything that matters to me.

you dont want me or love me.

you abuse me, and make me feel unlovable.

like only you can love me.

but i know there is something more.

i am gathering up my strength.

to get out of your web.

i am nothing with you,

but i feel like i'll be nothing without you.

help me.

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
- Mary Frye

goals

when i was younger, my goals were along the lines of...

*become a princess

and

*become a famous popstar

buttt here are some new things i am thinking of...

*nanny in france next summer

*audition for the real world when i turn 21.

*copyright my lyrics and send them to a few record companies

*get a novel published written in poetry, like "The Realm of Possibility" by David Levithan, or Francesca Lia Block's "How to (Un)Cage a Girl."

originally posted on my facebook 12 hours ago

I’m looking for a girl who is charming and witty
She can come from a town, or could hail from a city.
Does not matter to me, be she blonde or brunette-
Nor if she is petite, or tres statuesque.

I’d love if she’d write me poems and letters
And make gifts of things like smooth stones and feathers.
If she’d meet my family, I’d be in a state of delight,
Hope she be not afraid of a public kiss goodnight.

All I need is a girl who will comment my blog,
One who’s interested in books and the London fog.
I’d be blessed be she pretty, and aware of her surroundings,
May she always be comfortable near me, around me.

I’d love me a girl, who’s eyes shine like the stars,
One who believes there is much life on Mars.
If you are that girl, please give me a call…
For there is no need to be nervous at all.

bye bye bye

every time i am there for you, you give me 20 more reasons not to be.

you play with drugs and fuck other girls and then tell me you're in love with me.

and when i'm just about to walk away, your green eyes start to tear.

you tell me "please don't leave, you are the best thing for me, dear."

well fuckin' quit it, just forget it, i dont expect anything anymore.

i'm over you, so over you, and i'm walking out the door.

watch me.

twilight

ok. i am rereading the twilight series, minus breaking dawn. i have to say that the second time around, it's a little different. for me, breaking dawn ruined the serious so phenomenally that i cant even take the series that seriously anymore. although it has a cool plot, stephenie meyer is not really a great writer.

and i was wondering... bella lives in a world where no magic or anything of the sort exists. and then she believes all the sudden that edward is a vampire? shouldn't she be more questioning? she is supposed to live here, in the now. if some boy told me he was a vampire, i would probably walk away. at least, in harry potter, harry realizes that there have always been weird occurrences in his life that make it plausible that he could be a wizard.

by the way, i am team jacob all the way. just because edward sparkles doesn't mean he isn't an asshole.