tired...

i'm tired of fighting.

i'm tired of bullshit.

i'm tired of people not being true to themselves or others.

mostly i'm just tired.

it should be spring. i feel like it's been eternal winter inside and out. i feel like almost everyone in my life is screwing with me somehow at this point. especially those who "love" me. on the upside,  i can honestly say i am getting to know myself. or, rather, my selves. plural.

here's an excercise: name 3 things you did today, and 3 things you are looking forward to:

3 things i did:

-went to ihop with joey

-slept in

-i finished Paper Towns by John Green- fantastic book!

3 things i'm looking forward to:

-the weekend

-seeing arianna thursday

-hopefully making some extra dough tonight!