ron winter drumset

CRAZY ENTERTAINING SIGHT LOL

glamour

interesting article on glamour.com...

in my opinion, Rihanna needs to help herself. that is most important. no one, guy or girl, deserves to be a victim of any type of abuse, including that between boyfriend-girlfriend relationships (or boyfriend-boyfriend, girlfriend-girlfriend)! if she doesn't testify, she not only is not helping herself, she is showing young girls that it is o.k. to stay in a relationship like this. so many people look up to Rihanna and other pop-stars and actresses for guidance in their lives, whether or not it is right. opinions?

i'm waiting for arianna to come over, and kindof journaling a bit. i havent done much today, just hung around with dan and read a blog and talked to jen for like 13 hours straight. i dont know how but we've been talking since tuesday around 2 pm until now. without stopping for more than an hour or two straight. lol. what can i say we're in love?

speaking of love, i'm really not sure what i want to do right now. i want to explore myself and be free, but i wish it didnt have to be that way. what do y'all think?

also please please recommend some new music for me to listen to??  any genre!!!

music!!!

i love arianna.

today she told me something i'd like to share. go to www.pandora.com. there, you can sign up and pick a band you like and get a radio station customized for you that plays music similar to the type you already like. then you can have new favorites =]

tired...

i'm tired of fighting.

i'm tired of bullshit.

i'm tired of people not being true to themselves or others.

mostly i'm just tired.

it should be spring. i feel like it's been eternal winter inside and out. i feel like almost everyone in my life is screwing with me somehow at this point. especially those who "love" me. on the upside,  i can honestly say i am getting to know myself. or, rather, my selves. plural.

here's an excercise: name 3 things you did today, and 3 things you are looking forward to:

3 things i did:

-went to ihop with joey

-slept in

-i finished Paper Towns by John Green- fantastic book!

3 things i'm looking forward to:

-the weekend

-seeing arianna thursday

-hopefully making some extra dough tonight!

10 things i am thinking right now...

1. we should stop producing paper and just recycle the paper we throw away every day.

2. there should NOT be a limit on how many books one can take out of the library.

3. magazines like missbehave should not have to fold while crap is published every day.

4. upon her 18th birthday, every girl should get an all-expenses paid trip to paris to discover herself and many young french men.

5. food that is bad for you should not taste so yummy.

6. we must all band together if we want to save the earth... and each other

7. every person should leave a positive impact on this earth be it a piece of art, lit, or a good deed.

8. frank warren should put up new secrets every day on his blog, not just sundays.

9. love is a very heavy word.

10. chocolate pancakes should be guilt-free.